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My Euphrates

Under patch­work the color of cow­ardice: our vil­lage. Fall. We are wired to lie.

Detec­tors: also known as vocal cords. The minute I said it I knew it was true.

I needn’t need you / to need to be with you. End­lessly roam­ing o’er the earth’s face.

Thus begins our query. Would the brave youth warn the tribe of glare ice, on returning?

I’d sequenced through—and was through, with the sea­sons; couldn’t cease to seek closure.

Any more / than can up and shift the river. (Would our ances­tors, given time, have tried.

To cor­rect) the stark lack of con­trast (the cataract between us) between ‘set­ting sun’ and strike.

The set—arose the feel­ing I was bleed­ing out of phys­i­cal neces­sity: a newly-dyed garment.

Into long-faded laun­dry, with an infant’s rash locu­tions of believ­ing I have everything.

To lose. One man’s heart felt shot / in the dark, may appear kaleidoscopic—in turns.

And in turns, sim­ply bro­ken: appro­pri­at­ing oxy­gen, appro­pri­at­ing heat: a band of fireflies.

Ignit­ing agate-blue inside a glass case, The Red—see: black logic—a sus­pended stream.

Of con­scious­ness, ‘til hunger bade the frozen mouth open. Luke­warm. Nature is to nurture.

And aught implies can: so unquench­able poten­tial, if all in the wrist—must flash.

Over: from a fire in the for­est to “for­est fire” (from the trees to the wood.)

From “the man” to “the empire”—if I were your mother, when the flame was.

Still young, would you have sung: what would I do with a kingdom?

MALADY & MIMICRY

I. THE CASE

Philoso­phers would do well to employ with greater fre­quency the metaphor. Did I say hier­ar­chy? What I really meant, was lad­der. And yes—in this par­tic­u­lar and seem­ingly inverted order. Fur­ther­more, the synec­doche may be use­ful in por­tray­als of con­cepts typ­i­cally left untouched, i.e. treated as “highly con­tro­ver­sial.” This inge­niously mul­ti­far­i­ous lit­er­ary device, serves to min­i­mize or max­i­mize the effects of any given idea: such that, denot­ing one prop­erty, say the whip belong­ing to a men­ac­ing slave dri­ver, it pro­poses to embody (in text or in speech) said men­ace in all his atro­cious entirety. Like­wise: denot­ing some thing in its entirety, such as “the coun­try” in the phrase “the coun­try passed a law to abol­ish slavery”—the synec­doche may also refer to one prop­erty of its sub­ject, and voila—the house of rep­re­sen­ta­tives (in text or in speech) is seduc­tively por­trayed as, god bless her, the entire USA.

That this lit­er­ary device and other such devices are avoided and warned against in philo­soph­i­cal writ­ings is a fact which results from their use and abuse by philoso­phers whose motives one might rightly deem “impure.” It is not my inten­tion to expli­cate or cri­tique the con­tent of these writings—but to sal­vage for our field those invalu­able tools which in their mis­han­dling are ren­dered taboo, or all but unus­able. For exam­ple: a philoso­pher of the nine­teenth and twen­ti­eth cen­tury, whose polit­i­cal affil­i­a­tions will now for­ever haunt him, ver­i­fi­ably affirmed that Nazi infor­mants “would under­stand” that by “move­ment” he indeed had meant “National Socialism”—where the rest of the stu­dents enrolled in his sem­i­nar remained obliv­i­ous recep­tors to sub­lim­i­nal NSDAP pro­pa­ganda, at very least to ideals con­gru­ent with those upheld by Nazism.

With­out illu­mi­nat­ing the cross bones and skull and, in a word, the evil—for this should be starkly appar­ent to us all—I will cast light on the method here employed as to trans­form a com­mon tool into a tor­ture device. Tech­ni­cally speak­ing: this philoso­pher is guilty—political affil­i­a­tions aside—of deceit, pure and sim­ple. In his case, inten­tion is lit­er­ally everything—for his work and its recep­tion (for bet­ter or worse), the depth and scope of his phi­los­o­phy, hinges on this claim: he didn’t own it. Ret­i­cence, the abil­ity to exer­cise reserve on occa­sions when speech does not suf­fice, and silence is called for, a virtue with which poets are all-too-familiar—loses all “vir­tu­os­ity” when used as a weapon of con­ceal­ment.

Or such is the ver­dict arrived at by those who, in said philosopher’s case, have been deceived. Speak­ing as a poet-philosopher for whom “virtues,” in short, are in the eyes of the beholder: the writer whose ret­i­cence leaves the reader in the trenches of mis­trust, at once betrayed and inca­pable of trusting—is not merely “immoral,” but a liv­ing sac­ri­fice for his (real or per­ceived) immoral­ity. His phi­los­o­phy, by virtue of its inher­ent con­tin­gency, must burn at what­ever self-righteous “stake” his reader base erects in his posthu­mous pres­ence; it must coil up in smoke as a tes­ta­ment to our suspicions—affirming the worst of them, even as it shrieks not so.

It seems that what he should have done, aside from the obvious—but far be it from me to pre­scribe another’s lobotomy—is speak up: if not for the sake of his ideas, those which, I’ll grant it, have inde­ter­mi­nately polit­i­cal strings attached—then for the sake of his field. For to allow “one’s own” to be taken down out of fear, or for the sake of one’s fleet­ing sur­vival, or I don’t know what mor­tal coil of cow­ardly excuses—is as evil of an act as they come. Now what philoso­pher will risk her skin, when she knows that one slip (or one mis­in­ter­pre­ta­tion) could result in—forget her lit­er­ary death—the destruc­tion of the time­less idea?

In the Infor­ma­tion Age, when rea­sons to think become fewer and fur­ther between, we—who fear for human­ity the loss of self aware­ness, the penul­ti­mate loss of mean­ing­ful inter­ac­tions, and ulti­mately: of mean­ing­ful existence—we, the pre­servers of authen­tic being, find our­selves in our most pre­car­i­ous posi­tion to date. Now the ques­tion is not: do we speak?—for we know the globe, verg­ing on sen­sory over­load, has ordered the death of every weak voice or vir­tu­ous voice of ret­i­cence. The ques­tion is now, not if—but how. How does one artic­u­late a crit­i­cal mes­sage to a world that accepts not calls, but only “texts”—not Texts, but only “blogs”—not thoughts, but only frag­ments? And of the ear­lier ques­tion: sup­pos­ing one can, despite what forces work against him, estab­lish a voice that is just strong enough so that when pitched across the signal-strewn hori­zon, it at least reaches someone—how, dear reader, should he go about say­ing what he must? How care­ful he must be, lest he scare away his last poten­tial ally. Here is where the speaker—be he philoso­pher, poet, sci­en­tist, or child—begins cater­ing his style to a for­mu­lated model, or the clos­est effec­tive point of reference.

The philoso­pher suc­cumbs to his hoard’s lat­est trend: the ana­lytic, the explicit, the triv­ial, the tedious—not dar­ing to leave one pompous name un-cited, one motive un-accounted for, one les­son to be worked for—for fear of being lumped with Those Not To Be Trusted, or worse, Those Unqual­i­fied To Speak. The poets write fash­ion­ably con­fes­sional lan­guage poems—cute vignettes just bor­der­ing on pre­cious­ness, spruced-up with a touch of exotic-sounding ver­biage, bend­ing over back­ward to be, simul­ta­ne­ously, “the hot new thing” and exactly the same. The sci­en­tists roil their caul­drons, tak­ing great care to find, in each beaker, what they wish to appear: any “truth” that bids them: con­tinue down road I’ve paved before you. And the children—need I elaborate?—we were once chil­dren, too.

Allow me, then, to speak clearly. What you are about to be pre­sented with is highly alle­gor­i­cal. By hier­ar­chy I mean lad­der—to be taken as a sym­bol. Glob­al­iza­tion is pre­cisely a synecdoche—to be taken as a sub­ject on which this author’s stance is essen­tially neu­tral, but which encom­passes a prop­erty that is essen­tial to this body of work. For­get Hei­deg­ger. For­get decep­tion, the seducer’s so-called style. I’ll show you reticence.

II. THE TRIAL

Most adver­saries of the move­ment toward glob­al­iza­tion are more or less fanatic preser­va­tion­ists. That invalu­able vari­ants shall be lost in the move—from mul­ti­plic­ity to sin­gu­lar­ity, from nature to nurture—only to turn up cen­turies later in World Society’s his­tor­i­cal junk drawer: is the “lower class” of such adver­saries’ ulti­mate con­cern. Whis­per­ing among them­selves, the mem­bers of their crowd appear pro­foundly, how­ever second-handedly, con­scious: of the com­plex­i­ties which cur­rently styl­ize world culture—profoundly, how­ever hypo­thet­i­cally, aware: of the Void that would result from such a crim­i­nal erasure.

Con­sti­tut­ing the “mid­dle class” are myr­iad opposers who hold in their pos­ses­sion a tele­scope of terror—a tele­scope which mag­ni­fies the Future World Pic­ture etched above, and through which they envi­sion not only tragic loss, but also that which threat­ens to “replen­ish” us. Less trou­bled by the fact that cer­tain cul­tures, cer­tain doc­trines and tastes, cer­tain ide­olo­gies, will inevitably slip through the cracks of our veg­e­ta­tive mind-frame—this class of preser­va­tion­ists’ great­est con­cern is that what feeds off such corpses will be a tree of such pro­por­tions as to block from the sun what should rightly go on flour­ish­ing. “In the dom­i­neer­ing shadow of col­lec­tive con­scious­ness, not only will the weaker schools of thought go extinct—but so too, the fittest of the fit,” they might say, “for it is in the very nature of “major­ity rules” (and such is the nature of any collective’s worth: quan­tifi­able) to defeat each minority’s most qual­i­fied.”

Sur­vival of the Fittest holds true as a the­ory, is rightly enforced as a nat­ural law—only, how­ever, in worlds that pay mind to Nature. Our cur­rent world, deca­dent as it is, arti­fi­cial as it is beneath the guise of “intel­li­gence,” remains, I will grant it, a world in which stan­dards still can apply, in which the fittest—even when dis­missed or overlooked—still sur­vive. In a stan­dard­ized world, this mid­dle class is quick to warn, all will fall sub­or­di­nate to the New World Order, and it will be the loom­ing and many-limbed entity whose shade has now started to creep across our arms, our backs, our faces—that destroy us: not fickle weather pat­terns, not dis­eased foliage, not old age, not atomic bombs. This class knows the tran­sience of form, the strug­gle to “make it,” like the back of their mud-stained hands. Far be it from them to bribe, or shirk death. It isn’t death, after all, that betrays these warriors—whose last breath would never curse fate, but instead, say: we’ve no one to blame but our­selves.

But if and only if, the upper class chimes in, our arch­en­e­mies must bow to fate as well, can we with­stand them. These are the indi­vid­u­als whose aver­sion to glob­al­iza­tion stems from an aver­sion to that which wills to shrink down nature: a qual­ity toward which glob­al­iza­tion trends, and which the glob­al­ized cul­ture engen­ders. The ten­dency to min­i­mize one’s options, to dimin­ish one’s scope, to ignore (not inter­change­able with the verb “to root out”) pos­si­bil­i­ties and divert one’s atten­tion to what­ever ideal one has cho­sen, is taught, or counts as given: it is these par­tic­u­lar prop­er­ties we oppose—calling all oth­ers coin­ci­den­tal. The lower and mid­dle class con­cerns, if valid—dance around this prob­lem as unwit­tingly as moths around a light source. Like­wise, that which car­ries globalization’s fiery torch: valid rea­sons, rea­sons of inter­est, still fail to take own­er­ship of all they rep­re­sent, includ­ing that mean streak, that vio­let capac­ity to bring a build­ing to its knees, to reduce a dense for­est to a man-made, smoke-screened illu­sion.

The lim­its of lan­guage are the lim­its of our world—when taken in the lit­eral, such that “world” means “globe”—is a pro­posal for a rule which states: only he who is flu­ent in some six thou­sand lan­guages is equipped to deci­pher real­ity. The learn­ing of a lan­guage for pur­poses of know­ing (to say noth­ing of expand­ing) one’s lim­its, in accor­dance with Wittgen­stein, is exactly to learn a lan­guage for language’s sake. This same recur­sive model we refer to when refer­ring to “knowl­edge for the sake of knowl­edge” or “art for the sake of art.” Con­trar­ily, an excur­sive state­ment would read: “Where a man’s trea­sure is, his heart is also.” “Also” here sug­gests a co-dependency of sub­jects: not, in other words, that one’s “trea­sure” and one’s “heart” are iden­ti­cal. Now “the lim­its of lan­guage” might con­cur­rently read: “the rea­son­ing capac­ity of some six thou­sand lan­guages.” Not “the key to under­stand­ing” the map of human expe­ri­ence, the capac­ity of lan­guage, as Wittgen­stein would have it, is the exact equiv­a­lent to said expe­ri­ence. The state­ment can be thus reversed: the lim­its of our world are the lim­its of our lan­guage. And con­tin­u­ing is this pat­tern: our world is our lan­guage, our lan­guage our world. And round and round we go until, deaf and mute, the world “drops off”—just as the minds which existed “pre-enlightenment” believed it to.

At our thought experiment’s nat­ural end, lies a para­dox. The one who would real­ize, via lin­guis­tic acqui­si­tion, the outer lim­its of con­scious exis­tence: must live, some three thou­sand lives, as it were, and die—a mar­tyr alone in his bed cham­ber, dic­tio­nary in hand, not hav­ing par­taken of a sin­gle life expe­ri­ence, a human con­ver­sa­tion, essen­tially: not hav­ing lived. Such a life would have nec­es­sar­ily been devoted, from the bot­tle (to the hemlock—as Socrates would have it) to expan­sion­ism à la vocab­u­lary. What’s that, Frau Plato? I’ve uttered some phrase that hath offend­eth thee? Those fol­low­ing the exper­i­ment, per­haps advo­cates of glob­al­iza­tion, may take the results and run (their mouths) to an equally ver­bose con­clu­sion. One might say that, together with Wittgen­stein, I’ve proven how glob­al­iza­tion, at least that of lan­guage, would enable every “lit­er­ate” being to grasp real­ity at birth, hold close to the notion until death—and in the time betwixt: sim­ply live. It seems that such a for­tune could indeed bring contentment—to one who believes the world’s cir­cum­fer­ence to be equal in mea­sure to one’s own back­yard, or amount­ing to no more than that which is describ­able in Ger­man (or, god help us, in Eng­lish) terms. Not a pretty pic­ture, how­ever “unforgettable.”

We now grasp the para­dox­i­cal nature of our task. Far from rel­a­tivism, fur­ther still from nihilism, are those who see the com­plex “all” that is at risk—and the monothe­ism which threat­ens to replace it—and see fur­ther how the attempt to “delimit” one’s real­ity through a manic con­sump­tion of “new knowl­edge” is counterpro­duc­tive. (Nor, as a solu­tion, is it less prob­lem­atic than attempts to “com­pre­hend” one’s real­ity by striv­ing to limit it—as if the shades and hues of human expe­ri­ence sim­ply drain the moment we avert our gaze, as if Chaos gave a damn about our dumbed-down vocab­u­lar­ies.) Con­tain­ment, iso­la­tion, con­ser­va­tion, preservation—while serv­ing to ensure mul­ti­plic­ity and diver­sity, and a stab at sur­vival for the shrewdest Individuals—these val­ues, left alone, serve only to degen­er­ate our faces into fables, our por­tals into garbage dis­pos­als, through which “all will soon enough return” (the sage crosses his heart) to either earth or pur­ple Ether. Thereby, what, refut­ing all—desire?—to ven­ture out beyond our front doors…

DIGITAL FRAME STORY

X

RE: E-VITE: ALL NIGHTER
WHEN: 12–21-12
WHERE: apart­ment flats south of Mul­berry Park
WEAR: dress to deter­mine next year’s dress code

IX

I have some­thing of yours. It is some­thing I think
I must return to you. Dear­est Muse: run­ning out—

Not of time, somehow—but dreams and themes
With which to fill it: The Cul­ture was created

For depen­dant Courtiers. We had our rea­sons.
A les­son in sen­sory over­load: If a train

Com­posed of nerves derails and no one hears
The fab­ric unravel:
con­sider resem­bling the lilies

From the Mason jar, lilies and the odd For­get Me
Not now knocked over, never toil­ing when crushed

Into the car­pet where, of course, there is no water.
Only wise-crack allu­sions to pig­ment: pink is myrrh

Yellow—gold, blue—frankincense, a hal­lu­cino­gen.
Sol­stice had us decked in such lav­ish jewels

The Jew from the East pawned cheap to be The Life
Of The Party—his arms around your waif-waist

VIII

How the Roman sol­dier low­ered the star
Pro­tag­o­nist onto his chest // from I don’t know what

State of trance: trained to bal­ance dead weight on top
Of grav­ity, impact—like a fire man, upon bel­low­ing up

My god hurry trust me jump. To those who jumped
When the frame unframed the mock Van Gogh—

Glass cas­ing swing­ing open on the open­ing night
Of the gallery, Sea­son of Reflect-upon-the-limits

Of sobri­ety—I only came to see the show
I’ll not be held respon­si­ble
—I’m tempted to relate

VII

The way the aqua-tinted, make-shift vase sprayed
Waves of pot­pourri across a desert of linoleum

So when car­ried through a gar­den after dusk
Con­cealed the blunt of it, the lus­cious and lacking

Lan­guage of it, after swords were tucked safe
Into their sashes still coated with petals and the scent

Of slashed lobes, a lung can’t help but feel—
Punc­turable. To remind you how your hero’s famous

Sky­line had to gyrate, how his flow­ers had to burn
Like tiny suns before they sung and could be painted

VI

In The Way They’d Never Been.
The lengths I’d go, to sab­o­tage an end out of this

Year of Regress, Month of Barely Mov­ing Tar­gets.
Once the bare-foot god­dess dismounted,

Bathed in star dust, from the beast, I’ll bet she bled
Heroic quan­ti­ties,
they’d say. I used to know

A shrewd busi­ness­man who drove a hard bar­gain
Pushed from low-brow museum to low-brow—

V

But enough about myself. I grow cold, I grow cold.
If I take this pill, ‘twill be the last I ever rolled.

To inquire with regard to the Sil­ver // Axis Day
I wrenched away from, how you managed,

With a five a.m. night cap, drunk in the with­er­ing
Dark of a kitchen, with­out so much as a toast

To old alle­giances. I’ve stolen, I’ve stolen what I
Doubt the loyal doubted.
Depend­ing how

IV

The cards fall // the coin: which side is vis­i­ble
The prize goes home with every­one: so no one

At once. I’ll return whence I come
In thrice sleep­less nights, for my blood line

With­out so much as half-a-glass of wine—loves
A con artist. Bathed in chain smoke I’ll attempt

III

To gauge the snow fall from the porch
By what parts of the Nativ­ity Scene remain

Uncov­ered: the tip of the shep­herd staff, the stiff
Expres­sion worn by Josef, and least

II

Mnemon­i­cally correct—the blessed virgin’s
Head­dress. Because you rav­ished them

Before you lost con­scious­ness: they cast lots
For your vote. I’m just writ­ing to leave you,

I

In short, with a quote:

This is the way the year ends

This is the way the year ends

This is the way the year ends

Not with a myth but a reference.

A Treatise of Selective Memorization

I
There was the stark Unwel­come
In the blan­kets of that time / there was night

Who refuses as only the seg­re­gated can—
To swad­dle our sick with (an unlim­ited supply)

Fire­flies smashed together / against the skin
Tight atmos­phere, sweat­ing (like the restless)

Bul­lets glis­tened, and con­torted, and
Did not die. Stoic toward a des­per­ate query

How much do you love me—drove across the old
Wide-open again, where the road twists ‘round

I
As a mouth—revealing the rup­tured tone
Of a col­lec­tive body. Had the sun shone through

(Our ruined) thatched roof, the insec­tual drama,
Like a blood-ring—had the brood­ing dropped off

Before our camp came to: starved, con­gru­ently
For dawn and dark (A clo­sure.) I’d stop

Beg­ging, recon­vene / believ­ing: exhaus­tion is an act
Of devo­tion (much like reach­ing—) into fog

After hell-hot fog / for the Pearl in Ques­tion.
If I look for you. If I look for you

I
Like a man whose head is on fire looks, for water…
Peri­win­kle cool coun­try air. Noth­ing keeps

The beads on my brow from turn­ing, like slaves
To their mas­ter / the tinc­ture of the realized:

Aqua-marine, or that which we steal from the sky.
I arrive—where the world is a shell (click) safety is

Haz­ardous, and you—you were arranged to do this:
Keep calm within the cold blue daz­zle of a caste

Sys­tem (chant­ing: should we ever cease to spin…)

Plural Possessive

When the feath­ers floated off & left
the boa’s spine deranged
before your eyes—misty lakes
beneath the auto­matic fog machine,

One down­ward arpeg­gio of leaves
trans­posed to feel more
like a crum­bling mount­ing
than a miss­ing metronome—

Never out of habit, granted
the world, do I note when
plans go South, much less how
step­ping back out
/ into the autumn air

Alone, you lose your bear­ings.
Shy, & infant-pink
at the hem, then a curi­ous col­li­sion
of lip-red cloud for­ma­tions, wine

Red lip col­li­sions, noth­ing
that I can’t imag­ine
— morn­ing moves
like a drag queen through a color
pho­bic discotheque,

The sea­son that “came to us”
see­ing as we’d never
learn to pull our­selves away
& so to pull our­selves together, say

A pol­ished des­ti­na­tion will explain
the dusty path, a song,
this sad­ness.
Pedal-to-the-metal
made a deaf­en­ing clink, then melted

Every­thing down to this
melodic idol­a­try: mood obscured by key
change obscured by
the flu­ent
accom­pa­nist, just playing

What’s in front of him: as breath
despite breather, as this page turns
to dust, that its Con­tent might
know Progress as the dark

Drenched lid slam­ming down
upon a trem­bling ivory beach.
The way “one hit” took
the “won­der” out of “New Wave”

Take “walk­ing on shells”
to mean “mis­car­ried ques­tions”
my eyes, lost mete­ors, how could you
swim through them
—how defeated

Is the pur­pose of a will-to-be–
deter­mined by a sin­gle sec­ond meet­ing
the next. Show­ing, the Ara­bian
Ostrich shored-up near the watch

Man whose bet­ter hand suc­cumbed
to ammu­ni­tion, to the local folk
mythology’s account of How One Lands
A Job That Pays. “Mass production

Of firearms; increas­ing arid­ity;
orna­men­tal plumes deemed
lux­u­ri­ous, ver­bose, com­pen­sa­tion
for the bird’s crude vocals, or extinction.”

The weaker hand lap­ping
the stronger / the clock becomes
part—& parcel—of the Sun
of every para­dox: the one that says “I”

Puts his life on / the auto­matic shore­line—
drift­ing off as one who’s not, you fall
just short of what you’re not
to fall in love as one should

Not to fall apart though one
would not—& here I thought for each
glis­sando that blazes ahead is another
wrist fum­bling out a pulse.

Constitution in a Bottle

It would take every physi­cian sta­tioned on the river to con­vince her
of the thing she already knows, so if I die before you call… Lis­ten
to the wis­dom of the heli­copters breach­ing the dis­tance: come tomor­row
they will pass around their last loaf of bread.
As you were set­ting
your clocks ahead in Den­ver, those in Fargo held out—for an hour
erased is a foothold for Spring—so our cities, by daylight—save your­self
and I—appeared syn­chro­nized. By dawn, some will have bro­ken.
I have this puz­zle on my hands, and a rid­dle on my mind—now a streak

of fallen sun draws the line: between an inkblot and a blind spot,
the expan­sive and the vanished;
where you visit in a dream, and leave
and I am Sad again; you tear apart a bag and the dike is turned to Sand again.
Where the pro­found­est mis­take was when a heart made believe its own
inertia—the pro­fun­dity accel­er­ates as pain finds its pur­pose: as in the thick
of major exo­dus
your car breaks down because it longs for the dri­ve­way,
you’ll never guess the place that I am think­ing—of the puz­zled who gives up
and starts to cut entire scenes; the orphan pieces pasted ‘round

the moun­tain like a frame; the moun­tain whose orig­i­na­tor knows what is
pre­cious is cargo, so no: it’s not the boul­der in the back­drop which arrests
our con­cen­tra­tion, but the crash course film strip: a house in the ravines,
graf­fiti in the snow; those first stolen hours, I con­fess, were spent alone
inside a haunted kind of hope that if you just remem­bered hard enough
I’d feel it in my blood. Mov­ing on: with hand-to-hand progress, “this infi­nite
regress,” as the national news­cast ven­tures to interpret—our assem­bly,
when in motion, func­tions like a dream: with­out a sound­track the time

track derails, i.e., how long must we drift—how long until the sink­ing spell
cements, until the next leav­ened load arrives; or when slaugh­tered by a gen­eral
hunger for light, how long— The pend­ing response: you will search for your
reflec­tion
, as sand­men in the flesh, in the eyes of the home­less, to your east,
your west, as an oasis drinks its desert, whose ruler evolves from bird to man
to man to sea: there will always be radii whose points will never meet.
In this life-space: twenty ques­tions and a hand­ful of ele­ments makes a solid
day of mass evac­u­a­tion, or is it—you, who lived through, who are the flood.

Animus: a Design Paradigm

In the real world… are forces…

At work, you wash the sil­ver flecks of what you’re think­ing from what the fac­tory thinks
you’re think­ing. You carry your­self like a bub­ble. Which was the sen­ti­ment, the sen­ti­ment that causes your lips
to warp and want (in the same gloss curve) to smile? This is how I do this, says the sage / says the artist

The gourd on the piano just fell (the per­fect shade of rust) into place. He could tell us
the minute in accor­dance with the Sun’s loca­tion on his can­vas. He cre­ates the Sun in accor­dance with the desired
phys­i­o­log­i­cal effect it might induce in the can­vas, and thus, in the objec­tive viewer. But I ain’t got no satisfaction

Thales is uncer­tain. He spreads out his sandy palms and sees his fin­gers. (Count to ten.
Breathe.) But what he actu­ally sees is a dec­i­mal sys­tem; a mir­a­cle sys­tem to keep every­thing from hap­pen­ing
at once. Tomor­row, after my death, you will raise your trem­bling hand and point—to a Swiss army knife,

A music box, an empty bot­tle of Mer­lot. In hushed tones you’ll men­tion me to the clerk
as you pay for the mer­chan­dise that best rep­re­sents who I was. Homage, it’s pos­si­ble, is the new rein­car­na­tion.
A rev­o­lu­tion was born beneath a net­work of metal­lic flags. But once I started—knew I couldn’t fin­ish the love

Let­ter. Rather, I sewed it to the lin­ing of my coat—so I might cher­ish (never know)
how it could have been—‘Sincerely’ in New Roman font, his name in blood—the chord it might strike, the gut…
My torch is my fetish. Take care of it. A wise man wan­ders the desert, the anchor for vast, slanted tombs;

Their mea­sure­ments. Alone, strate­gi­cally, he begins to break down: when my shadow grows up
to be the height of my per­son…
I’m made comatose by you, i.e., I can’t put my fear of our future into words.
Growth is a par­a­digm, like growth. I drive to the bridge. The speedometer’s nee­dle spins against an incremented

Back­drop. The sky weeps, but lit­tle. Super­man hov­ers, back to the rain­bow pat­terned wall
paper. (It’s often the bizarre, arbi­trary asso­ci­a­tions that stick) You and me, baby, put the red-blue in Roy G Biv.
A sub­strate of recov­ered rain­drops, mis­siles danc­ing down on an uncon­scious medieval city—to dom­i­nate

A build­ing code one must first under­stand its flaws. I’m wear­ing your cape. I’m crawl­ing
like a cloud across the waters arche­typal design, which dis­tends / con­tracts in accor­dance with the river’s cur­rent
breath­less­ness. Every fish is a sil­ver fleck; could he speak, would ask: did you see me. Tan­gled discussions

Between wet fists and trickle can wait. I believe I am fly­ing I accept a des­ti­na­tion
means one fluid stroke and another. I dare you. Sin for me, look down—upon the Giant Oaks we stole—we res­cued
and fas­tened to cold cement squares. If you are what you wear: you do what you have to do to tran­scend. The myth

Tells us our sto­ries are a pri­ori the same: one charm­ing young fel­low with a horo­scope
hot on his breath; one long, grey path col­ored in docil­ity to local reg­u­la­tions (desen­si­tized as a gnomon)—bodies
form a spine, (omen around which we are ori­ented) ask where should I put the arms?… Tomor­row, you will point

to an empty sky: Does it mat­ter… aren’t we all full of gods?

to do with the price of tea in China

Has not the hatch at four o’clock.
Not bar-close, Ouroboros, our need

To be taken down ten­derly,
Dawn-ward & spiraling—

Nor have my mid­night bit­ters
Gone Earl Grey, a team of wild-mare

Spir­its dragged behind a team
Of drown­ing bodies

Steered lucid to their death, no—
Salve, no—Sun

(has nei­ther weeks nor months
to say noth­ing of seasons)

As where lungs inspire: Life’s idea
Of rest is both epic & pending

To say need­less, to say leave me
This snake around my neck

Or else untouched, as food
For thought is mere dew drop

Or if pearl-strung: has not orbit
Has not steeped long.

Lemons—the bag-lady’s eyes
All a-scurvy—bound-to-beg

The ques­tion of the fruit­ful­ness
Of falling: has not leaf-change, has

Boat-steam not obscured things
Hasn’t night a higher thief

Than brute form? Reflec­tion, say.
And now, say water color.

Bluish con­stel­la­tion sweat­ing
Bul­lets through the dark

Noose, loos­ened noose, that whore
Of a noose— Lav­ish Dread.

Let down your hair, this time
I drink to you.

Tonic

I.
You will also, on occa­sion– leave off where you first began. Like a watch’s weaker hand, we illus­trate uncertainty…

II.
Whether storm­ing, or escap­ing, any home we know not how to address: a vacant museum, the cusp of an hourglass

III.
An unspo­ken nat­ural law: Only in cen­sored footage do we note silence, do we note polar­ity. (The color of musing.

IV.
The chroma of hurry.) On the fifth and sev­enth floor: the ten­ants: pour­ing into boxes pos­ses­sions they don’t want

V.
To be remem­bered for. If one is just as pro­tec­tive of his com­pass as the other, his knife: we say the two har­mo­nize.

VI.
At any given cri­sis: any given prophet may unknow­ingly dis­card the abil­ity to recon­sider… “Often, before the first

VII.
Rain­drops explode into hyp­notic clock­work; after love has been made, and made, and couldn’t hold itself together–”

I.
The nar­ra­tor whis­pered, I for­get which key you said never to use. An esti­mated eighty let­ters were lost in the move…

mythematics: a prelude

To soci­ety at large—Capitalist Amer­ica as well as her antagonists—to the Block Party that has irrepara­bly con­fused itself with Cul­ture, whose tour de force aspires to be deemed The First Glob­al­ized Brain, i.e. ner­vous activ­ity [Note: deter­min­ists and advo­cates of False Cause alone, would assume this leap—from avail­abil­ity to demand, from pres­ence to repli­ca­tion, to manic proliferation—is inevitable. I say: Not so.] —to whom it should con­cern: the Each is now con­sid­ered but a pho­ton of the vis­i­ble All: a quan­tum of mea­sure­ment for the momen­tous wave of light that para­dox­i­cally blinds one from the world that one has helped to illu­mi­nate. And the price we are too busy buy­ing, to name: is our voice. Voices to be pre­cise. The “sub­jec­tive I” retreats into its ane­choic prison, afraid to speak out and break the maxim “one is seen—not heard.”

Does, then, Philosophy—the sci­ence consciousness—“fit in” among the oth­ers whose devoir it is to save us from this bur­den? Thus shrugs mod­ern thought: “Isn’t its sur­vival evi­dence enough? Philoso­phers are still writ­ing, after all.” Ah, the inex­haustible appeal to brute force. Yes, they are still writing—and pro­claim­ing the need for self con­scious­ness—to them­selves. The Exis­ten­tial­ists were aware of this fact fifty years ago, and screamed blood cur­dling threats, and wrote “cor­rec­tives” until their hands bled, in the event that they could sal­vage the sci­ence, and in turn, the Mod­ern World. Iron­i­cally enough (as it is so often stated: with an air of sati­a­tion) the world saved the shards of phi­los­o­phy that enticed it—hence the Friedrich Niet­zsche band­wagon that rides on into the 21st cen­tury, mak­ing a pit stop of every high school and house party along the way. The world has saved phi­los­o­phy indeed: as his­tor­i­cal muse­ums will save an obscene lit­tle fetish from a long-collapsed civ­i­liza­tion: for the schmooz­ers clink­ing glasses at the exhibit open­ing. “Of course I’ve read Niet­zsche. Did you know he spent a night in a brothel?”

If phi­los­o­phy is to main­tain rel­e­vance today, it must be taken under the wing of its longest ally. It must be merged, applied, confounded—and this shall be our mantra—with poetic form. “But poetry is just as endan­gered,” you counter: and in that, my most bril­liant con­fi­dante, you are cor­rect. As soon as the Reader is to the Audi­ence as the Pho­ton is to the unfath­omably bril­liant Sun—the poet, prop­erly known as, has ceased to exist. That philoso­phers have been reduced to writ­ing for them­selves is but a symp­tom: of decline in the individual’s capac­ity to think—and to think! All this derives from the “age of infor­ma­tion.” [Note to self: that extin­guished novas “glow” with lost poten­tial: is a symp­tom of irony.] Poet­ics and Phi­los­o­phy are Siamese vis-à-vis a spec­ta­cle of voices whose har­mony is noth­ing less than inborn, and whose vio­lent sep­a­ra­tion our own Plato ordered. And still, heard singing together in the dark…

We speak of “ethics” in rela­tion to art, or more accu­rately, we super­im­pose on art cer­tain social guide­lines of a gre­gar­i­ous order… Call this “bub­ble gum ethics.” Maxim One: “Every fin­ished poem will func­tion like a pop song.” Do not laugh, for this is the foun­da­tion upon which our culture—it’s per­cep­tions, sen­ti­ments, and imaginings—has evolved. A poem which begins: “What if you—abandoned your­self?” is thus charged with pre­ten­tion because its sub­ject is “explic­itly philo­soph­i­cal.” One would think that when the songbird’s left wing was torn off, his left brain died dur­ing surgery! Charged for being, per­haps, polit­i­cally insen­si­tive.

Accord­ing to exist­ing accounts of “art ethics” (for which we do not reserve a place within the cat­e­gory of sci­ence, pseudo-science even) —accord­ing to them: an eth­i­cally per­mis­si­ble poem must do two things: 1. spring from an hon­est emo­tion or con­cern whose locus is the psy­che of the Poet, and 2. Strike a chord for “aver­age” reader. We know this term is dan­ger­ous, not because it casts judg­ment— but because it refuses to say what it means—it is armed with ambi­gu­ity. To describe some­thing as “aver­age” with­out stat­ing the terms and con­di­tions of aver­a­ge­ness as such, offers no point of reference—for below or above. I pro­pose the intended usage of the term is as fol­lows: the prop­er­ties com­mon to most intel­lects and psy­ches, once those that are unique to any one, are shaved off from the median. There no more exists an “aver­age mind” than their does an “aver­age individual”—only minds that can be likened, i.e., cor­rupted, when their own­ers opt to fear instead of acti­vate their pow­ers of thought.

While the intel­lect can be mea­sured (to a minis­cule degree) in terms of quantity—there is no such gauge for the pas­sions, nor the sen­ti­ments, nor the moods. For instance, it is pre­pos­ter­ous to assume that “he who weeps at nei­ther wed­ding nor funeral is an android: and thus does not weep, think, feel, at all.” Or she who’s tonic of pas­sions explodes non-conventionally—into heart­break when a child bounds glee­fully past, into joy when a dead vine unclasps from the side of a building—possesses a neu­rotic, if surface-level view of her world. The poet has the abil­ity to locate and repli­cate enu­mer­able sen­sa­tions of the sub­tlest hue, which he por­trays, unlike the philoso­pher, with­out shov­ing them a pri­ori into Uni­ver­sal straight­jack­ets. The poetic is a style which refuses to be cramped, and thus dia­logue with the Uni­ver­sal becomes its alter­na­tive. Its genius: leaps of rea­son, beauty in order via resem­blance (or metaphor), an intu­itive mas­tery of emo­tion, mean­ing and form.

A poem achieves uni­ver­sal­ity in so far as it makes exiles out of every­thing: the word “money,” the con­struct we call “time,” the val­ues a life is spent heap­ing thereon. It throws society’s lex­i­cons to the wind and says “wait—like this.” It takes the wind out of the Lover, and makes the river her ven­tril­o­quist. It reveals the pyrotech­nics lurk­ing sin­is­ter behind our every Arche­type. If the poet lies, it is to cause us to ques­tion the world that we our­selves have cre­ated, the val­ues we so read­ily accept, and in short: because she can. As for whether a work can be judged as “eth­i­cally permissible”—well. There exists mod­est rea­son to engage in such cri­tiques, to rep­re­sent an ethics which poet­ics can appro­pri­ate: a theme which, like cer­tain explo­sives, is best unpacked in iso­la­tion. Tune in next time to hear the bang.