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RE: E-VITE: ALL NIGHTER
WHEN: 12–21-12
WHERE: apartment flats south of Mulberry Park
WEAR: dress to determine next year’s dress code
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I have something of yours. It is something I think
I must return to you. Dearest Muse: running out—
Not of time, somehow—but dreams and themes
With which to fill it: The Culture was created
For dependant Courtiers. We had our reasons.
A lesson in sensory overload: If a train
Composed of nerves derails and no one hears
The fabric unravel: consider resembling the lilies
From the Mason jar, lilies and the odd Forget Me
Not now knocked over, never toiling when crushed
Into the carpet where, of course, there is no water.
Only wise-crack allusions to pigment: pink is myrrh
Yellow—gold, blue—frankincense, a hallucinogen.
Solstice had us decked in such lavish jewels
The Jew from the East pawned cheap to be The Life
Of The Party—his arms around your waif-waist
VIII
How the Roman soldier lowered the star
Protagonist onto his chest // from I don’t know what
State of trance: trained to balance dead weight on top
Of gravity, impact—like a fire man, upon bellowing up
My god hurry trust me jump. To those who jumped
When the frame unframed the mock Van Gogh—
Glass casing swinging open on the opening night
Of the gallery, Season of Reflect-upon-the-limits
Of sobriety—I only came to see the show
I’ll not be held responsible—I’m tempted to relate
VII
The way the aqua-tinted, make-shift vase sprayed
Waves of potpourri across a desert of linoleum
So when carried through a garden after dusk
Concealed the blunt of it, the luscious and lacking
Language of it, after swords were tucked safe
Into their sashes still coated with petals and the scent
Of slashed lobes, a lung can’t help but feel—
Puncturable. To remind you how your hero’s famous
Skyline had to gyrate, how his flowers had to burn
Like tiny suns before they sung and could be painted
VI
In The Way They’d Never Been.
The lengths I’d go, to sabotage an end out of this
Year of Regress, Month of Barely Moving Targets.
Once the bare-foot goddess dismounted,
Bathed in star dust, from the beast, I’ll bet she bled
Heroic quantities, they’d say. I used to know
A shrewd businessman who drove a hard bargain
Pushed from low-brow museum to low-brow—
V
But enough about myself. I grow cold, I grow cold.
If I take this pill, ‘twill be the last I ever rolled.
To inquire with regard to the Silver // Axis Day
I wrenched away from, how you managed,
With a five a.m. night cap, drunk in the withering
Dark of a kitchen, without so much as a toast
To old allegiances. I’ve stolen, I’ve stolen what I
Doubt the loyal doubted. Depending how
IV
The cards fall // the coin: which side is visible
The prize goes home with everyone: so no one
At once. I’ll return whence I come
In thrice sleepless nights, for my blood line
Without so much as half-a-glass of wine—loves
A con artist. Bathed in chain smoke I’ll attempt
III
To gauge the snow fall from the porch
By what parts of the Nativity Scene remain
Uncovered: the tip of the shepherd staff, the stiff
Expression worn by Josef, and least
II
Mnemonically correct—the blessed virgin’s
Headdress. Because you ravished them
Before you lost consciousness: they cast lots
For your vote. I’m just writing to leave you,
I
In short, with a quote:
This is the way the year ends
This is the way the year ends
This is the way the year ends
Not with a myth but a reference.
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