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In Peace (Double Jeopardy)

The fields, if you remem­ber, smelled noth­ing like the dying
foliage, after fumes from the aero­planes flooded your pos­ses­sions:
the irri­ga­tion sys­tem, the house frame, prayers ris­ing
like an over­ture, when braided together—

They built a small fire to keep warned. Retelling the story
of the rebels who’d run / against the grain—a ret­ro­grade.
Retelling the story of their past to the keep­ers
of their amnesty: I come with­out papers, but can learn.

You built an island of pulp, and swore that time would tell
what space is for. How a body caves (there’s been a cross over,
sig­nals
) but its spirit endures (have inter­fered
with local fables.
) Writ­ing home—lethal lace—

across a smoke-encrypted sun­rise: the pes­ti­cides led you
to believe that to con­verse, you must rehearse.
Amne­sia says: try to sur­mise a brighter future
I can’t—try again—under­stand you—

As you bow and weep into the dirt the lover is wad­ing through
chem­i­cals, and wait­ing for a sign, cries: the rec­tan­gle
imparted us just can­not rep­re­sent the whole
world.
Where the radar detec­tor rests positioned

amid branches, afford­ing assur­ance to dis­or­ga­nized
intel­li­gence: sta­tioned near the TV, wish­ing
you would call me
—prac­ti­cally radioac­tive, I think:
that the fam­ily carved their names into a tree sug­gests kindling

is a lux­ury (lan­guage over progress) whereas “warmth” was
the word (progress over inte­ger) the sponsor’s add
splic­ing your heart­break­ing news­cast in half is the new
(has been brought to you) cathar­sis. We were drawn, by night,

into the golden syringe, to find a hoard of riches hid­den
like a home­land, in your chest: a gen­tle breath blow­ing out
a torch of olive-branch proportions—over
a work that’s never done / what a dove failed to mention—

Your Euphrates

Your Euphrates

Where water slurs around the edge of a delta’s mouth—
and celes­tial North is not ‘some­thing else’ but a con­tin­u­a­tion
of the river: calf, thigh, spoon­ing the shore­line like a boul­der
has the soft­est skin in the world—you will ques­tion yourself.

Think back to a time when every­thing we touched could turn
us into a palace—like Midas, only it was you who became
the glis­ten­ing walls for a world of sub­jects to mean­der, maybe
admire, maybe lose them­selves in the ambrosial architecture

Of your body. A time meta­mor­pho­sis was the direct response
to a warm wrist, a curi­ous glance, the first hint of human
suffering—and how some­where down the gold-coloured line
that bounds, unin­hib­ited, from ‘this mys­ti­cal gar­den’ to ‘that

Dark crea­ture, lurk­ing in the cor­ner, and back to you: a stun­ning
lightshow—mythology lost its mean­ing. Admi­ra­tion became
demean­ing. A col­lec­tion of mason jars filled with the Mis­souri
means: I don’t want to lose you, but still I can’t trust you

To stay. Inside me, where a body of water, & sky, is dis­jointed:
you are a boul­der I can’t encom­pass. If we believed in myths,
and I were a palace, you’d walk through me—maybe burn
your place in the celes­tial array of invaders, & leavers,

and I’d go to the river, a streak of suf­fer­ing
light—and empty the jars at the knees
of an unbro­ken world.

My Euphrates

My Euphrates

Under patch­work the color of cow­ardice: our vil­lage. Fall. We are wired to lie.

Detec­tors: also known as vocal cords. The minute I said it I knew it was true.

I needn’t need you / to need to be with you. End­lessly roam­ing o’er the earth’s face.

Thus begins our query. Would the brave youth warn the tribe of glare ice, on returning?

I’d sequenced through—and was through, with the sea­sons; couldn’t cease to seek closure.

Any more / than can up and shift the river. (Would our ances­tors, given time, have tried.

To cor­rect) the stark lack of con­trast (the cataract between us) between ‘set­ting sun’ and strike.

The set—arose the feel­ing I was bleed­ing out of phys­i­cal neces­sity: a newly-dyed garment.

Into long-faded laun­dry, with an infant’s rash locu­tions of believ­ing I have everything.

To lose. One man’s heart felt shot / in the dark, may appear kaleidoscopic—in turns.

And in turns, sim­ply bro­ken: appro­pri­at­ing oxy­gen, appro­pri­at­ing heat: a band of fireflies.

Ignit­ing agate-blue inside a glass case, The Red—see: black logic—a sus­pended stream.

Of con­scious­ness, ‘til hunger bade the frozen mouth open. Luke­warm. Nature is to nurture.

And aught implies can: so unquench­able poten­tial, if all in the wrist—must flash.

Over: from a fire in the for­est to “for­est fire” (from the trees to the wood.)

From “the man” to “the empire”—if I were your mother, when the flame was.

Still young, would you have sung: what would I do with a kingdom?

Categorical Imperative

Cat­e­gor­i­cal Imperative

The Filmstrip Marathon Conspiracy Trials

The Film­strip Marathon Con­spir­acy Trials

Your first night alone overseas—plagued with jet­lag and transparency;

a kill switch trans­ac­tion with the terse French teller, and flow­ery
com­men­tary by a mon­tage of seers; your vir­gin taste in rela­tions
uncon­di­tional
and affin­ity for exotic affairs that would fol­low;
the daily horo­scope which left you want­ing more—until Vogue
released His & Your Con­stel­la­tions; a wish inspired by a child
–hood rock col­lec­tion; first and fore­most to know thy jew­elry;
[memo: the first and last time you’ll swap num­bers at the bank]
the hijacked plan to see just the pyra­mids, the Lou­vre, the sun,
and the moon, before crash­ing in the evening and dream­ing
of you;
the entourage of actors who will suf­fer & wan­der through
the City and the Yel­low pages, search­ing for an agent; your last
name nailed to the wall of a museum; an amphibi­ous exis­tence
that sup­ports itself accord­ingly: sus­pended, with class, between
era­sure & a hard place; those relays which con­sist of more batons
than con­tes­tants; my body blown from vil­lage to vil­lage; when
a spirit gets can­did and slowly turns its gaze: from the prince—
to the mirror—fixing on the future; the frog col­lec­tion you once
kept with your brother; the first physics exper­i­ment to spawn
from a safari On the Shelf-life of Water­logged Flora, and indeed,
 “Noah’s fam­ily stayed on board, even after he ran // out of sub­jects.“
On your mark, help­less, the gun­shot, where, the quote, do I go;
the inter­ven­tion you insisted was unfair & pre­ma­ture; this post
card slip­ping, twice slurred, through your fingers—like a lily pad
lack­ing in motive & sender while a fig­ment as long as the Euphrates
evolves: inau­gural pro­ces­sion, new year, funeral, the some­thing
pur­ple that caused you to swoon: Mer­lot, Androm­eda, the Aster
scented tomb; a wed­ding party set­ting the cadence for the gar­den;
a trusty syringe; a bubble’s frag­ile orbit; gib­ber­ish fol­lowed by quiet

fol­lowed by: clos­ing now, who­ever you are—find what you look for.

Resinism

Never had there been a memory—so divis­i­ble. You rose one morn­ing to find your spirit bro­ken, and sense­less
as it sounds…a whole other world dropped eaves. The least enchant­ing task of every chronicle—is to leave

intel­li­gi­ble traces from an actual envi­ron­ment to a believ­able ether; all the while a sym­pa­thetic lis­tener cringes
at your every pause. How could I not, inquired the lover, savor my dream? The deci­sion which presents itself

to a lavender’s sev­ered stem, unrav­els as fol­lows: If you could use only one reac­tion per acci­dent, would you—
We split the cost, you and I, to see a show of hands; as though an amphithe­ater would admit to a misdemeanor

as it’s being demol­ished. The stolen per­fume swept down and through­out the val­ley, the way a tor­rent of images
will stop—and indulge in the scenes of a crime. I was los­ing my place in the sacred order, and the vast­ness of this

loss (which can­not be expressed through any cur­rently exist­ing land­form or lan­guage) was engi­neered to allude
to how the ori­gin of cer­tainty remains as much a mys­tery as whence it has dif­fused. I was leav­ing you—and as

sense­less and time­less as a sol­u­ble night­mare sounds, I knew for cer­tain occa­sions meta-rules are made exempt
like when, to com­pli­ment the viral nature of tragic flaws: a flower’s last breath will enrap­ture every molecule

she posthu­mously encoun­ters: a sub­tle prison, a fra­grant shel­ter. If I could assem­ble for you, the bridge between
effem­i­nate and infinite—or for­ever mir­ror even one of your sub­jects: a sigh—vapor—smoke—light—a shadow

embrac­ing a shadow on a tum­ble­down hill­side (to describe, and thus ful­fill, a higher call­ing) how bod­ies begin
to end—I would let every con­clu­sion “come to terms” with its own cre­ator; and wear, for now, a lesser scent—

to do with the price of tea in China

to do with the price of tea in China

Has not the hatch at four o’clock.
Not bar-close, Ouroboros, our need

To be taken down ten­derly,
Dawn-ward & spiraling—

Nor have my mid­night bit­ters
Gone Earl Grey, a team of wild-mare

Spir­its dragged behind a team
Of drown­ing bodies

Steered lucid to their death, no—
Salve, no—Sun

(has nei­ther weeks nor months
to say noth­ing of seasons)

As where lungs inspire: Life’s idea
Of rest is both epic & pending

To say need­less, to say leave me
This snake around my neck

Or else untouched, as food
For thought is mere dew drop

Or if pearl-strung: has not orbit
Has not steeped long.

Lemons—the bag-lady’s eyes
All a-scurvy—bound-to-beg

The ques­tion of the fruit­ful­ness
Of falling: has not leaf-change, has

Boat-steam not obscured things
Hasn’t night a higher thief

Than brute form? Reflec­tion, say.
And now, say water color.

Bluish con­stel­la­tion sweat­ing
Bul­lets through the dark

Noose, loos­ened noose, that whore
Of a noose— Lavish Dread.

Let down your hair, this time
I drink to you.

A Treatise of Selective Memorization

I
There was the stark Unwel­come
In the blan­kets of that time / there was night

Who refuses as only the seg­re­gated can—
To swad­dle our sick with (an unlim­ited supply)

Fire­flies smashed together / against the skin
Tight atmos­phere, sweat­ing (like the restless)

Bul­lets glis­tened, and con­torted, and
Did not die. Stoic toward a des­per­ate query

How much do you love me—drove across the old
Wide-open again, where the road twists ‘round

I
As a mouth—revealing the rup­tured tone
Of a col­lec­tive body. Had the sun shone through

(Our ruined) thatched roof, the insec­tual drama,
Like a blood-ring—had the brood­ing dropped off

Before our camp came to: starved, con­gru­ently
For dawn and dark (A clo­sure.) I’d stop

Beg­ging, recon­vene / believ­ing: exhaus­tion is an act
Of devo­tion (much like reach­ing—) into fog

After hell-hot fog / for the Pearl in Ques­tion.
If I look for you. If I look for you

I
Like a man whose head is on fire looks, for water…
Peri­win­kle cool coun­try air. Noth­ing keeps

The beads on my brow from turn­ing, like slaves
To their mas­ter / the tinc­ture of the realized:

Aqua-marine, or that which we steal from the sky.
I arrive—where the world is a shell (click) safety is

Haz­ardous, and you—you were arranged to do this:
Keep calm within the cold blue daz­zle of a caste

Sys­tem (chant­ing: should we ever cease to spin…)

The Mise En Scène

As a storm starts else­where. As the motion
Pic­tures in which we lose our­selves end
With a stark light flood­ing the bod­ies we are
Left inside: the lux­ury of con­trast pro­vides
That when a plane lands, the sound sur­mounts
Our understanding—it lands too soon, and is
The only song in the sea. Through my shat­tered
Win­dow of Time: even music seemed pol­luted;
All the graf­fiti in the world, inspired to aban­don
Its intended surfaces—somehow reap­pear­ing
Around a sin­gle sil­ver barge; around the barge,
Reap­pear­ing: the con­duc­tor, draped in riv­ières
Of acid, unloads his catch while around him:
A junkie wan­ders, stut­ter­ing the Rosary—still,
By virtue of inven­tive­ness learned to con­fis­cate
At least one piece of equip­ment that would last
Him through the night: a radio, or fram­ing device:
Through which my metaphor for win­ter grew
To encom­pass the over­lap­ping moons, the moon
Obsess­ing over water color trends / appro­pri­ated
Fash­ion schemes—so that, in the false har­bor
Of Feb­ru­ary, just the thought of you results
In a cacoph­o­nous break­down of parts I’d no idea
I needed. Rain sea­son. A sched­ule, both blurred
And decep­tively full, of new pro­ce­dures: prepar­ing
For a mur­der, and now, and again, its reversal—

Ultraviolet Catastrophe

Ultra­vi­o­let Cat­a­stro­phe

So say “your aver­age quan­tum physics prof” was stand­ing out­side the stu­dent
Lounge when seen with his hair down and dark as an insanely vaulted for­est—
All trunks, for­get­table leaves, and say behind those mahogany wisps his face went

White a moment. Our par­ents said that, when Kennedy was shot, they watched
Dread­locked ver­sions of wil­low trees, weep­ing. Omniscience—that feel­ing
Sense­less as it sounds, that you’ve a weight and a world on your shoulders

To drop eaves on—told me so. No, no, no, from the mouth of a five year old
Her home, a carpel tun­nel in the hand of a crane—toes the line we adults call
Sin­cer­ity. Until I learned the anorexic form was obso­lete as any other, any order

Of reli­gion, ram­pant hunger for a god—I had it all. Through the plain glass
Win­dow April humors us, explain­ing how “your love of Sea­sons Past could pass
Your ‘grow­ing pref­er­ence for laugh­ter over silence’ off as noth­ing, a fig­ure let go

Inside the soft crush of Spring.” A typ­ist, I’m dis­posed to have what stays, stay
The same: daugh­ters and songs who’ll spon­ta­neously com­bust out of a sheer
Com­bi­na­tion of notes and freak tech­nol­ogy, their ribs—all a-riot, then trembling

Like some stone’s been rolled away.